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I AM BACK!

2007-09-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

hahah.. finally i can sit down in front of my com and update! yay! really busy with studies hahah but now i can finally shop play sleep train all day long!! whoo hoo! hahaha i really dam hi now cause its like the first time in months where i sleep and wake up and realise i dun have anything to tie me down.. no worries nothing! so long i have waited for this day lol.. its actually very special to me cause this marks the day when i am finally freed from my chain this two years.. haha its hard to comprehend but anyways this is how i am feeling right now... oh and i fell in love with some songs when i was mugging -- Secret by jay chou and ai hen jian dan by Tao Ze.. its simply beautiful so be sure to download them.. haha gtg and play dota now.. will update update update update from now on!

YOGA- the toughest sport

2007-08-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

saturday i faced the toughest sport. yoga. many of u might wonder why a guy like me would choose yoga as my sports elective.. if fact people expect me to choose some sports like wake boarding.. the reason i din choose it is caus i worked there. i played it b4 though not very good at it. haha.. i seriously thought that yoga was like one session in school or something not one whole saturday morning stretching ur body to ur limits and for ur info i cant really stretch well due to the nature of my body:) i was one of the 4 guys there out of the 30 people there.. that menas to say mostly it was girls.. though it was torturing sitting there and doing all the moves and all, i really admire the instructor and the sport alot alot..he could bend here and stretch there like a bendable rubber man..
when he told us to lie down and rest and focuse to relax our body.. i felt too comfortable and i slept lol.. i guess thats abel for u.. haha..

oh and my god i had durians today! though not cold ones but it was seriously yummy nevertheless.. haha.. yesterday sw ate some and i wasnt convinced and u know wad? that bitch send me a photo just to prove it.. EGO sia haha as usual ...and yolande yes i am falling for sw :)

SIMPSONS... A MUST WATCH SHOW

2007-08-02T05:32:00.000-07:00

wah... super long never blog really sorry.. some people asked me why but i was really busy.. sunday tueday wednesday tuition everyday come back around 10.. then study in school or out... shagg sia.. really really have to go out someday... anways i really have to blog about the SIMPSONS.. i just watched it at tampines mall with my beloved classmates.. this i have to say is the first, lamest corniest movie that i find my galleons well paid for.. wah it has lots of subtle niaos everywhere though the story line is super corny and bullshitty when u sit down after the show and think about it.. but i guess the aim is make u laugh until u peng.. " spider pig, spider pig " hahaha i have to download that stupid song cause its stuck in my head for now.. and i think the best was the part when martha overwrite the tape and all to homer.. i realised it applies alot to me too.. really i felt a surge of emotions running inside me when i saw that part... seems familiar.. lol emo shit or SNAG :).. nah i am just one hyper kid.. ok so basically theres lots of no link shit so guys be sure to catch it...

And once again i stress i am not with vera cause two people have asked me this week again in a secret tone "hey u and vera together arh" NO.. me and vera have talked about it during recess and the fact that we can sit down and talk about it so comfortably without any awkwardness shows something so pls pls pls.. dun diao me cause u think we are together :) haha.. KIDDING!

23rd feb- rainy day with light showers at many areas, strong wind but no lightning

2007-07-23T05:29:00.000-07:00

just finished harry potter and the deathly hallows.. chionged through 6 hours to complete it on sunday so i wun get hit by the spoiler attacks on monday.. lol.. but i did not bastard anyone ok.. i am one angel :) anways i have something to clear up.. i am NOT with vera anne poi yu ting.. its like i realised a lot of people think we are and vera agrees we should clear up loh :) its like we are just friends.. u need to feel something and not just pursue beautiful things... its easy for guys to be nice to girls! its in their nature! sending girl's home, baking cake, all the sweet sweet stuff.. and apparently we do not have that connection.. though we are a cute couple :) but we arent.. so guys dun misunderstand ok? u guys still have chance with the fun loving vera! haha.. anways after the video i am recognised as the nerd.. and people will point to me and say (right in my face) :" hahahaha! see he is the nerd! hahahaha!" hiya.. nvm loh for PHOBOS! (vera and shern whey owes me a buffet) haha.. anyways i packed my stuff and found a wooden beaded necklace and stood there stoning.. dunno why.. my life is kind of in a mess right now just like harry potter but without the voldemort.. i guess i feel the same way as him.. serious..

phobos music video ~~~

2007-07-23T05:11:00.000-07:00

this is the phobos music video! special dedications to shern whey, vera, shu hui, kai wei, loretta :) we worked hard for it k so pls dun look at it and say " where got nice " haha.. this video is also to add amusement to your boring lives so sit back and enjoy!

that music thing

2007-07-21T05:16:00.000-07:00

went to "that music thing" its the name of the concert -_- so dun ask me what thing cause i feel very cold when ppl ask that.. people will be like what thing? that music thing! lame shit.. anyways i was suppose to go to the tpjc dance festival one because my friend told me too but because phobos music video which me shern whey had spend infinite time on it was showing, i really wanted to see how well we had done..it started out with freaky z(some rapper) who gave a seriously cool performance and the band peep show.. wah everyone got high and all jumped and sing like some maniac.. haha i think the teachers were kind of shocked by it was one good hell of a night... then came the screening of music videos.. wah i was seriously worried cause the other houses were really good! especially triton! wah lau guo hao was super charming i was so sure that half the hall's girls fell of their chairs larh.. haha they were like mesmerised by his eyes, his style basically his AURA... haha.. but i am proud to announce that we won! me and shern whey and vera jumped and hugged each other.. guess we were too happy lol.. haha really won by a small margin i think its becos they were touched by our video, how poor thing and emo i was, and how seh was shern whey hor? hahahah then after that went to eat with the house com members although i wasn't house com one but nevertheless they called me along.. and they are really nice ppl.. going to post the video here tmr so be sure to check back!

And dun laugh pls.. although some people joked and said beneath that bulkiness and joker and all maybe. maybe this was the real me.. lol...

shagggg!

2007-07-19T06:18:00.000-07:00

wah slept two hours only.. went to school like a zombie.. during lessons i was opening my eyes big big so as to force myself to pay attention but then i started to dozeoff while holding a pen and scribbled gibberish on the paper.. zzz... its like the ultimate shag sia.. anyways the reason why i slept two hours was because shern whey stayed at my house and we had to finish that mv.. its nice but people said they felt sympathetic towards me when they saw it cause i was the victim.... i guess thats a good comment haha..

oh and something happened yesterday.. when me and sw was at tenah merah waiting for vera, she came running to us face looking pale and all.. then we asked her wad happened and she said got this guy was sort of stalking her.. cause she met him thrice coincidentally on the train and now he recognises her and he keeps saying wad want to make friends and stuff.. wierdo.. so me and sw wanted to go up and confront the guy and ask him to back off.. we went up and we found the guy who fitted the description.. wearing beige shirt and holding a NTUC plastic bag.. we wanted to walk up to him when he walked into the train going towards the airport.. shit..
then me and sw decided not to board cause its kind of stupid and i joked that maybe he will take back b4 our train came cause he is a freak.. and guess wad? he really did!.. he came out of the mrt looked around for girls, found one not bad one wearing a red dress and walked up to her and started to talk.. the girl was like wtf so she sort of siamed him.. nvm.. then he walked into the train and started scouting for girls with that perverted look of his.. he found a target and purposely walked two carriages and we followed him cause we wanted to see what he was up to.. he found one girl who had a few plasters on her face (i guess she fell or something) but not bad looking.. he started with a lame pick up line of " do u have tissue paper?" wiped his face and started to talk to her.. i guess the girl was being friendly and polite so she sort of replied (the details seemed so clear because we were right beside him)
then i kind of got worried for her so i told sw that when we were about to alight we warn her.. cause although he looks toot but nevertheless he was big sized although he has a belly.. so if he were to stalk that girl i doubt she can fight back.. when we were reaching paya lebar, i walked up to them and said :" hey miss, u better becareful of this guy.. he is a stalker and he tried to stalk my friend take care k?" and i gave him a fierce glare... then he was like" u sure u got the right guy, dun anyhow say hor" then sw started the pai kia way saying " wad wrong guy dun try to act, u are the one.." then he said some stuff that angered me and sw and we asked him to stepp outside now and he mumbled something like " dun play hooligan with me i know SINGGPORE LAW arh" ZZZ bloody loser...

the point is i wasn't trying to act beng or be brave or anything..its because i was genuinely worried for the girl and wanted to warn her.. such weirdos need to be taught a lesson.. if he stepped outside sw and i would have just tekaned him like shit.. sorry vera thats the best we could do... but anyways pls becareful of such ppl... we wun let them bully u :)

music video

2007-07-17T07:59:00.000-07:00

wah... shern whey u are an asshole.. firstly u tell me that i am in the music video playing a part.. then i found out i am one of the main lead.. not only that, u din tell me i am a NERD and u are a SEH kia inside.. then u assured me that i will be a normal person inside but throughout i was that geek.. ZZZ... haha u dam mean to me if not u brother i wouldn't do it for u lorh..

wah lau this is the day where i felt i lost all of my integrity.. hiyah.. i pull my pants high high put on some loose specs, with a ruler a highlighter a blue pen in my front pocket and wearing a super small bag and carrying a pile of books.. OMG.. i look like some retard.. and i had to be bullied by u.. hiya.. but i guess u guys are in a tight situation and no one would ever help u guys cause the role is just so disgusting so i shall be the victim.. anyways u guys owe me a buffet at york hotel.. i want to go the penang fair..

And something dam random happened... miss swee came up to me and tell me to go share my trimming down experience with the other taf members.. she says she wants me to give a talk on how i lost 15 kg.. which is kind of gay cause she wants me to write some speech.. and i decided to quote from zhi wei "i have become more NEW ABERN ( note its abern not urban, not some spelling error) MALE and TANNED and BIG ARMS becos.." hahaha..

not emo pls

2007-07-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

hidehidehide.. i realise alot of ppl do that. its the easiest way out not cause u choose to but its the simplest solution... personally i dun really use practice it cause at the end of it u will regret especially.. nvm.. oh and i realised hatred can help one forget somebody which is kind of cool cause i have been living in regret like some emotional wreakage wishing everything will come back to me when i open my eyes. but now after the com i realise my eyes are clearer on what i want in my life and what i hold on to dearly...

Just the way i feel tonight
Some day, when I’m awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight.

You’re lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.

Lovely ... never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won’t you please arrange it?
’cause I love you ... just the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.

Lovely ... never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won’t you please arrange it?
’cause I love you ... just the way you look tonight.

Mm, tonight.

i was listening to unbreakable by westlife when i re-read this and i felt alot.. but i not emo loh haha

friday night

2007-07-13T11:51:00.000-07:00

went out with meryl and ah wei, missed them alot.. but i think i missed the other prom gang people more cause i long time never see them le.. we spent alot of time walking until we dam tired due to our indecisiveness.. we talked from cine to taka then lido then wisma then taka.. retarded right? haha.. anyways the thing is meryl wore a red dress which attracted alot of people's attention again.. but this time i think its not the dress its the people.. i guess its the colour lar but i guess they were thinking who is this hot babe (dun say i backstab u) haha.. and ah wei as usual niaoed me about my NEW ABERN MALE shop and all.. everytime he see a guy with singlet, its me... everytime a guy who is botak and fat, its me.. i would just give my favourite big smile..hahaha.. watched harry potter with them.. nice show but they changed alot of parts... and i think the main thing of the show is.. LUNA LOVEGOOD.. dam chio omg.. serious her tone also nice with those dreamy eyes.. hahah.. I LIKE... and i have to admit that daniel redcliff is not so handsome leh.. he used to be cute and all but now like abit weird.. malfoy still handsome and the weasley twins dam cute.. haha..

after that took night rider 7 home whichs tops at my house the bus stop.. feel so bad about not sending meryl home cause so late she has to walk home sia.. hiyah but my parents and all u know.. nvm otherday i will send u home... so sorry!!

...

2007-07-13T11:46:00.000-07:00

words cant describe how i feel now but all i can say i have regrets. i want it so badly everytime i close my eyes i see the last stroke to the finishing line. i cant help but tear after the competition. i told myself during the race iwas ready i was strong, every stroke i took i pulled hard, i din forget the teachings of miss lim.. but i am sorry miss lim. though i want to contribute to the team badly i failed.. we got 5th and lsot the 4th postion.. congrats on our teams medalist though they fought hard.. all i can say is we will get back wad we lost this year in year 2008..

pre com feeling

2007-07-09T05:26:00.000-07:00

i am nervous yes i am.. i need some strength from u but i doubt u will know.. but anyways i cant stop myself from being excited too.. its like a small part of me looks forward to it.. i am not scared.. i dun need that.. wad i need is more strength more power more agression...

tired abel

2007-07-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

oh i slept 20 hours today... omg its a total tko sia.. i reached home around 3 plus roll about the floor for one hour and then bathed and slept at 4? then i woke up the next morning without brushing my teeth.. haha feel so dirty... lol but nevertheless it was one good rest :)

stressed bodoh

2007-07-08T07:35:00.000-07:00

hiyah i really stressed.. its like i tell myself thousand and one comforting words.. But then i still need yours... sian... hiya... i know i am ready.. i am worried for my partner... is he ready? hmmm...

i show u wads anger

2007-07-07T20:23:00.000-07:00

ARGGGH... I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!!! although i know ppl would say i bitch about u but i dun fucking care man.. its like my tolerance level is dam high usually but u have stepped way past this limit bro.. leg pain fever eye pain kena groundede studies hand pain ask u push a little back pain... #@@$#% DO u feel guility or not. we doubles boat u every training pang seh me then i have to do other craft... i dam du lan.. now i doubt we can even go past the heats. last few trainings le u also dun want to come for fuck larh.. everyday tuition.. mid years finish tuition.. not i want to say seriously why u even join this cca for.. ur will to win is only so little? tmd.. only two minutes plus on water u also dun want to train hard for.. want to eat protein and train body go join health and fitness larh.. really leh i cannot stand it le its like everytime u dun come i continue to smile but inside of me dunno what to say i try to be sympathetic towards u but now i fucking cant... u train for two years and at the last moment u give up.. even i this kind studies no good one also cant help but despise u sia.. ur outlook of ur life is seriously pathetic.. at least even if we dun win we worked hard for it we give one good set that is accountable to ourselves i dun blame u because we did our best but now it doesn't seem like it.. and one thing control ur temper pls.. u think the one who gets pissed and the angriest win? childish...

and yes i am bitching about u cause if anybody who were in my shoes would have blown up earlier then me.. but i buay tahan le.. pls lets muster all ur protein strength and get past this competition..

oh no!

2007-07-05T08:47:00.000-07:00

i am curently suffering from serious withdrawal symptoms and it seems to be getting worse each day.. i need to get cured soon.. otherwise i will just die on my bed.. hiyah..

having a bad bad bad headache now and a stiff neck... kind of a bad combination cause i cant shift my head.. i look like a retarded robot.. how?

yes!!!

2007-07-02T06:17:00.001-07:00

and i have to hereby annnounce for the next two days i do not have school... next week i do not have school from tuesday to thurday.. SWEE LARH

emo

2007-07-02T05:49:00.000-07:00

oh yar.. i forgot to mention that day got this girl asked me whether i was my sis's boyfriend.. i just smiled and said no and they even asked my sis why i so big sized.. hey i am not size XL or anything its called muscular :) zzz... oh my god am i becomeing that old... hiya... but its ok.. means i dress maturely :) haha!

anways loretta send me the pics if u read this i wanna put it in a folder labelled "ex-ecp emo kids" haha its was kind of gay cause yesterday i met up with ecp emo kids and we din even emo at all.. just sa on the breakwater to take pictures then we went to play pool at classics.. me and lionel lost to kenneth and daniel and we were supposed to pay for their table but in the end we only paid a little.. thanks guys we owe u one...

anyways had training today and it was tiring.. did intervals instead of the usual sets. but then my morale still low due to constant disappearance of my partner whether its for tution or not genuine or not, i still feel sian cause it ain't fair to me.. some people might think its ok cause he was still having exams but i dun see why the rest can come and u cant.. its a matter of how much u want it... i am not bitching about him but i think i have the right to at least express my feellings at the very least... i dunno what to say... i guess i am just sad for our boat ... i actually saw potential and hope in it.. but seeing how hard others train and how hard my boat trains.. i actually felt a little shameful... ha.. as wad miss lim said the most important thing is to go there and give my best and not regretting.. And i am not trying to be the worst person on earth by saying all this because i realised i have better things in life to do and make me a happier person :)

anways i am a sick boy now and have to constantly drink this special chinese cough syrup mix in hot water to get rid of my thousand year old cough.. damn.. this thing taste wierd..

one crazy night

2007-07-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

this particular saturday 1st of July was one hell, crazy night.. i did loads of crazy stuff but firstly if i did offend u or something i am sorry to those i disturbed cause i was drunk.. secondly i did loads of crazy stuff that i would never have done but i liked it.. and i want to do it again.. haha! sorry meryl for calling to disturb u i was laughing like some maniac but u are my best friend ho ho ho.. loads of details but i lazy to write cause i just wrote the previous post like 5 mins ago? my mood doesnt change that fast. lame.

and thanks for tonight yolande loretta hui yun and lionel. love u guys. it has been my honour hanging out with u guys. hahah

long lost friend

2007-07-01T09:03:00.000-07:00

went out with meryl and zhi wei.. but after that left me and her cause zhi wei needed to go some bbq.. anyways read her blog cause i find i feel super duper lazy to type wad we did but basically she is still the most unglam girl i have met.. fingers licking good arh meryl? yeh and the main thing is she wore a corset with no jacket or anything that attracted the attention of poeple.. i dunno it was bad or good but definitely more bad than good :) anyways i dun really give a shit about them cause they cant do anything but staring is rude my friends, watch where ur eyes are going.. the main thing is its been a long while since i have seen her but as she said we did not needed to be reserved as both of us were equally talkative and crazy hahah... anyways nice to meet u but CAN u stop using ABERN MALE. thanks (maybe i free i will rewrite or maybe cut and paste urs? haha)

the satisfying yet bizarre day

2007-06-28T11:42:00.000-07:00

oh most importantly.. i bought my clothes to wear to my sis 21st birthday.. a white fcuk shirt which says fcuk it and a brown jeans which is size 30.. omg i was shocked.. but i still fat so shall cut down more :) anways i think the matching nice lehs.. the best thing of all, its free!! cause i used vouchers. i got 350 dollars tangs vouchers.. i know its kind of hao lian but i DUN CARE! HA HA HA... shuang sia the feeling of items being free haha.. and also i treated my bitch :) to dinner at the island cafe.. she ate the tung hoon with soft shell crab and i at the Indonesian fried rice.. both dishes were good.. oh yeh there was this mocktail that was lime juice and some syrup.. yummy!

But the most bizarre thing is u know what? i found this wallet in the fitting room and it contained fresh 50 dollar notes amounting to 2300 dollars.. wah laus and that guy dam rich somemore i saw his nets receipt got 22000 in his bank.. it was hell lot of money sia.. u guys know larh the angel and devil thing came out and fought slashed kill patterned with each other to see who prevailed.. dam exciting.. my friend tell me to take but then i returned to him so i guessed angel won? .. my friend asked me if he rewarded me... i was thinking am i suppose to? but i wasn't thinking of that... not even a word of thanks or maybe i din hear? WAS I STUPID? TELL ME!! i told my dad about it and he said i was right to resist the temptation..

i concluded that my integrity worthed more than 2300 dollars ( self-consolation) i felt like there was a higher being there testing me.. hahaha... but then again i told prom people and they said wad goes around comes around even if i donated some away it was still a dishonest act.. but then again it was 2300 dollars..i considered taking but i realised i wasn't brought up like that... ha ha ha

the ultimate baby

2007-06-28T11:31:00.000-07:00

sorry to take this photo secretly but ur baby is just so irresistable..

:)

2007-06-27T07:40:00.000-07:00

haha played games with yan lin and she told me to study cause last paper le.. then i told her play scissors paper stone first to three if i win dun study lol.. cause i am really bored!!! but anways u dun sound like a mom.. its a concerned friend :) ok promise her that i will go study after this just made a quick stop here to say how nice she is ... thanks girl! abel the abbot says : amithabha

lesson number 101

2007-06-25T06:39:00.000-07:00

ok.. i just realised if i don't want it no more why should i give a shit. why should i worry. why should i when no one cares. i won't. i care for who i really cherish. and u guys dun have the right to judge us.. so those who dun understand can jolly well get lost :) lesson number 101

60 chicken drumlets

2007-06-22T18:48:00.001-07:00

This is the legendary 60 sweet and spicy drumlets i was talking about but if u count properly there isn't 60 on the picture cause we already ate some.

sour sour lollipop

2007-06-22T18:44:00.000-07:00

This is me sucking lollipop. its nice but its the sour flavoured kinds which i dun really fancy but then again vera chose it and bought for me so i have no choice but to eat because she knows alot of my secrets haha no la... anways its easy to 2 choose one cause its a fifty fifty chance!

shameless abel

2007-06-22T18:17:00.000-07:00

shame shzzz just realised that i have been a fool!! its the same person omg!! *scratch head**scratch face* ARGGGGHHHH and she did went out to eat with him!! all the bull shit about not liking younger guys hohoho... And all the mushy stuff but anyways i prefer older girls KIDDING!! its the same as last time wad happened to my brother ... omg i am really sorry i feel shameless.... haha... wah some more put her at top i bet he is going crazy for u congrats but i bet i am more mature and more caring :) hor vera ? @#@%#@!%$

choices

2007-06-17T09:32:00.000-07:00

a very general advice to my dear friend.. well, the heart thumping , the excited feeling when the person msgs you is just the beginning.. i mean u will never know unless you get into a relationship with that person until u finally realise how he is like.. there might be some one waiting for u out there who really deserves your attention and love.. its like every guy can be good in talking, entertaining cause its in our nature but whether he can take care of u thats the real thing. do not just be blinded by the sweet words he says but instead assess him overall.. i prefer to write here and told u to read here cause telling u over the phone feels funny.. so if u are reading this, choose carefully my friend. (speaking like a true guru, ho ho ho)

airport study

2007-06-16T22:58:00.000-07:00

wow it has been sometime i haven been to the airport. haha last time i was there was o levels i thin? studied with vera there and talked alot about chee cheong fun :) and lemond :) haha! anways vera is stupid cause she keeps listening to all the emo songs on my ipod and i cant listen to the songs i like which pisses me off. haha. anways din go to the outing with yolande and yun hui at east coast park to emo.. so sorry cause need to study and rainy days affect my mood. sincere apologies.. but promise after the exams i will go!

anways called vera at like 12 plus and talked awhile then all of sudden the father picked up the phone and said "hello, abel!" lol i was dam shocked cause the father dam cheerful so i said hi uncle! haha dam cute the father.. like those kind of happy go lucky dad dam hip.. lucky vera!
kk got to go mug abit at singpost bye!

making friends with porcupine called tea

2007-06-16T22:53:00.000-07:00

ok seriously look at the picture read the label.. it says make friends with tea.. wad has two porcupine got to do with it.. could it be one of the porcupines is named tea? but nevertheless its quite a cute picture and coffee bean's ice blended tea like the mucho mango rocks!

the dead zombie

2007-06-16T22:48:00.000-07:00

ancient rivalry! eeee kidding! handsome gongkia with bk hat.

care bear

2007-06-16T22:45:00.001-07:00

my fellow bear tze sam with bk hat.. super cute

2007-06-16T22:45:00.000-07:00

evil chubby kid

2007-06-16T22:41:00.000-07:00

haha i was studying at burger kings that day then hor this chubby boy super cute.. when his mother brought him his burgers he was dancing then when his mother gone right, i saw him kupping his sister's food and giving her the *evil* grin... hahah wah lau i laugh until cannot stop even gongkia and sam couldn't stand me.. ahahha

overnight at hong zhi's house

2007-06-11T07:40:00.000-07:00

omg yesterday i stayed over at hong zhi's house. its dam big dam song!!! roar!!! i bet his house cost more than 3 million? wah lau super big i shall post some pictures of his house and our great pizza feast. 60 drumlets!!! omg can u imagine that? haha he is richie rich larh and a nice guy too. thanks for your hospitality!!!

had training the next day and had to draw energy from 4 hours of sleep.. haha.. but its dam good experience cause i puked while running .. giddy giddy haha..left two weeks yay my foot.. two weeks to my mid years. sian scared tired dread :(

SAAATTURRRDAAAYYY

2007-06-09T08:41:00.000-07:00

Stayed over at siang's house laste night.. was super tired already from the day camp.. four days straight training and even ran under the super hot sun... got a bit fever but i think recover le... must not fall sick at this point of time! spend the night watching x japan live concert video... its was super imbarr.. seriously... it made me open my eyes big big and admire their beauty and skills.. they really dam shuai or should i say chio.. though i am not a big fan like sam is i nevertheless absorbed in it.. haha.. then later played winning eleven for like 2 hours before taking a super long walk to Azirah... i din even eat any prata there cause i dozed off at the table.. i think the fatique kicked in.. then hurry chionged back to siang house sleep and in the morning i felt like garfield and i spend my time nauing on his matress rolling about lying on top of sam ... quite random but i feel that siang is truely lucky to have such a thoguhtful mom.. even i feel like saying "ma"...

Studied at singpost in the night at coffee bean with dandan and zw, drank the mucho mango? it doesn't taste like from some bubble tea syrup drink ok... its genuine mango... i trust them cause i paid 6.10 for it .. ha anways studied the stupid summation and still cant really grasp the concept kind of sad.. guess i have to mug more hmmm... and we saw a couple of kind of dreamy today.. thought of alot of stuff deleted alot of pictures, made alot of changes to my room.. want to start really afresh cause now i still feel quite down especially at night before sleeping haha can spend hours stare into the blank space.. oh yar thanks for talking to me that night till quite late.. haha very long never talked le though we might not see each other as frequent but we are still best frens :) haha... oh well tmr sunday got training.. have to sleep le.. chao

mentos monster

2007-06-06T06:37:00.000-07:00

ROAR!!! haha look wad creative akmal did to the mentos box... cool stuff

prison break

2007-06-06T06:20:00.000-07:00

baldy abel.. haha yep thats the new me.. they say i imitating prison break but i mean who wants to imitate a bunch of baldies -_- kind of scary when i first saw this but oh well shows that i am not vain :) oh and i have a habit of scratching my head now so if u talk to me ignore it ha...

promg vs kembangan gang

2007-06-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

haha today was supposed to be the promg vs kembangan gang match at kembangan cc.. so sad i couldn't go cause i was busy training... gonna have three straight training days.. kind of tired... yesterday morning went gym with my babe... then at night go play bball with prom g people.. then morning training again... wah so tired that i came home i just slept on the floor... buay tahan... anways promg g won! yay!

i just went to get a cup of expresso chip at coffee bean to pamper my self a little and i regret cause i opnly had 17 dollars in my wallet and i confidently paid 6.30 for it... hiyah.. abit regret.. its just coffee.. even a nescafe would have suffice my craving... ha but i have to act like its REALLY good.. anways i learned alot lately and i decided to shave my hair bald to start a fresh.. its looks kind of wierd on me but nvm i got good genes from my dad :) they say if u have two swirls on ur head u are kind of rebellious and i guess i am cause i have been lately... haha.. at least wad my parents think so but deep down i havent changed... i gave up alot that night but now i will piece them all together... dun worry dan i will keep my promise.. thanks bro and dun F******E :) haha!

need to mug or i seriously gonna lag behind and die...

4th june 2007

2007-06-04T05:37:00.000-07:00

wow training was dam hiong... it was 2 on 1 off times 15... wanted to die by the 13th set... took bus home with my teammates and i found out the stupid ink spilled all over my bag wah lau made my shirt pants handphone ipod cover all blue.. hate it... anyways went home to have family dinner but still have awkward moments.. kind of wierd...ha.. my sis told me that she wanted to scold me for crying that day cause she said i was a man... but yet again i was thinking i ain scared of no pain... it was the feeeling of losing someone u love that makes ur heart break.. its called sentimental sis.. thats me.. i dun wanna act like some ego guy saying crying is weak because who and why u cry for matters. especially its someone u treasure like u know the pirates treasure? -_- influenced by potc too much cause i watched it twice.. ha have to say here to wish u all the best in ur studies treasure my pillow and take care of my dog thanks..

oh i forgot to say i actually went to orchard till 2 am on saturday.. watched potc (pirates of the carribean) with my friends..AND the number one DUMBEST thing i did was to eat pizzas at pizza hut within 5 mins.. confident people... so we decided to take away by hiding the stupid pizza in a gurdian plastic bag and acted like it was some first aid kit.. haha.. but it was worth it cause the ocean whatever flavour was good stuff.. The number two DUMBEST thing was i slept throughout the show cause it was too draggy and i had training that day lol... i din even see the part where davy jones stabbed orlando bloom's heart hahah... anyways the show ended and my friends wanted to wait for that short part at the end. i told them it wasn't worth it but they insisted.. but it was worth it for me cause i got to see their stupid looks as it was barely 30 seconds HAHAHA...

oh got to go eat some dao huay and sleep.. chao

apble

2007-06-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

abple stands for abel who loves to eat apples. haha anways decided to make this cause ig ot hell lot of free time. And besides that i got alot of things to say cause i very talkative. Erm this is day two after i left home and returned and everything seems kind of awkward dun ask me why i li jia chu zou i wasn't in a right state of mind i sort of snapped. sorry dad mom for such an unfilial son. And thanks for the advice and company of dan and the chilling base and prom gang people. sorry i left u guys cause i know u guys have to sleep early too and i was kind of emo. haha. anwyays i wen to the bitch's house and stayed over. brought 6 cans of heineken and we emoed on the roof. talked alot of stuff and emoed further lol. then we got high the bitch teached me some dance moves but i couldn't grasp it due to my noobness.anways i thank you for sharing ur bed with me and it was seriously cuddling sleeping beside u sharing ur blanket.ha. kind of erotic eh? haha!

today is a Sunday and i met the bitch again for pool and study (yar right) then we met janice and went to eat delifrance. talked alot of crap and janice had the nerve to take lots of pictures of herslf and put as my wall paper.. pls dun spoil my phone.. but thanks for saying my hair nice although other people say not nice like the stupid bitch but i shall touch on that later.. left them cause i was meeting the men's babe peh! haha studied together for 2 very conducive 2 hours and went to eat dinner at marine parade the hawker center. was still early then so i went to babe's house awhile use the com and drink babe's apple juice. wah u know got the roller to train ur abes(spelt like that?) i tried and could only do a few before i fell flat. babe said that it was for navy training or something as babe's brother was in it the last time. after a talk with pra i know what to do le. onward abel!

****ing ash u think my hair very ugly right insult me .. i told u le every morning i bathe i look down i see ur hair i feel very sian right? so dun give me the :x look cause i know u are commenting on my hair with ur mind and facial expression. although yes i know i look ugly without a frinch but dun hurt my feelings can? u think i want to be like that arh. i was born like that. blame who? kidding.

anways i really really really want to go into the com feeling i am ready cause i am not at all.. i can feel my blood boiling i cant canoe properly nor study hard now cause i know i made wrong decisions and i am starting to regret.. dun fear me at least... anways anything u just summon me and i will haunt whoever bullies u.. AH!!!!